In an interview, I was once asked to recount the history of my teaching career. There I was, on the spot, reciting the stages of my evolution—one commitment at a time. It all began with my original love and fascination for people. That’s really what provoked my decision to major in photography at college. There, in the halls of academia, it began, my serious pursuit toward a career in photography— specifically, people photography.
My infatuation with people next lead me to bartending, where this fascination was further nourished. Later, I began my own small business as a commercial photographer. I worked with diverse people— models, art directors, photo editors, crew—observing, analyzing, photographing and delighting in the idiosyncrasies of humankind. Eventually, my photography became very personal—totally connected with the essence and spirit of my subjects. I was lead, quite naturally, into the world of fine art photography. There, I offered a setting where people could freely express their most honest, vulnerable, powerful, beautiful selves. |
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Evolving further along my path, my passion for, and union with others, have lead to my present commitment—inspiring people to unlock their supreme potential. To embrace their gifts and their power, and assume their places as the extraordinary beings that they truly are. To commit to their own evolution. In retrospect, I see that my pursuits have echoed my own evolution. As I grew, my needs changed. In order to satisfy those needs, I (perhaps) subconsciously changed my situation to cultivate the conditions for my growth. To stimulate my growth. One decision—one commitment at a time.
“What if my commitment was wrong? I will have wasted so much time. Perhaps there’s a better way…a better choice…a better direction. I’ll get bored if I stay with the same thing, or the same person for so long. I always like things to be fresh and new.” Such are the fears sensed, leading to the excuses offered, leading to the resistance necessitating…commitments. Why are we so afraid to commit? |